Skip to main content

Past should be behind me

Image
By



There is time I lived in, the time which already strengthened and ruined the life I’m living now.
The time I can’t go back in and rearrange everything,
The time which should be behind me..That time was past.


I often ask my mind why you still holding this worst past but mind replies asking me why should I keep best past while you’ve passed through both?

I keep convincing my mind that unregretful past will put up to the kind of future I want to live but unchangeable past will darken the bright future I want.

Eventually my heart beats me showing how past gives me second chance to do things better than before.


Sure both were right, let me grow from my past but how,? how can I make it while everybody still watching me through the angle of my past,? I endeavor to leave past behind but everybody believes my past than me at the time, ,


I bet if it was candy past could please me but this forces my past in front than behind and makes me regret not being able to remove some sad pages from my past novel.
My heart keeps consoling me that, it's often hard to erase your past predominantly the one which messing your future but isn’t easy to neglect it? Can’t you see yourself as new you? Not you in the past?


May be you  were young and dumb to control but now you mature to learn from your mistake
May be you were weak to cope but today you’re strong to defeat
May be you were ignorant to allow pain, sadness and reaction win, but at the time you are wise to handle
May be you were addicted to the evil but now you are saved
May be you were in bondage but now today you are free
May be you hadn’t much to offer but today you get some to distribute
May be you hadn’t choice of your peers but at the moment you get yourself
Admit you were a loser but today you’re a winner.

No matter what it takes, everybody grows because I have never seen anyone remained a kid this shows that you got time to arrange things for sort of the future you want.

Finally I listened to my heart ,past should be behind me for me to turn back and have some vital tips not in front to ravage  the future I want to live.

                                  written by Safa Claudia Houston Demilla.



Comments

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

NEVER LOSE HOPE (A POEM)

By
NEVER LOSE HOPE Oh hope, how I wish you were so simple! How everyone craves you at your best! How optimistic are the minds that are on your riddle! Summing up life without you, futile is the rest. With you either a child or an adult survives, Shattered are the hearts that yearns you, Happy are the folks that possess you, Regardless of the background, with you, happiness evolves. Peeping in the morning dawn, any eye apprehends, Flying are birds chirping and murmuring in the air, Wind is clattering and hissing through trees, what a fresh-air! Gazing the elegancy of creation, by then I know hope transcends. Sitting down enjoying the beauty of the sky, The sun gleaming, people glad with their heads held high, Working hard is possible, we waved off being mope, Life keeps sparkling, because we still have got hope. Through life's unfairness, disappointments may rise, Through people's imperfections, deceit may prise, Hope is the la...
14 comments
Read more

Kuki wanyumviye ubuto?

By
Nari muto    Nigurukira nka kanyugunyugu Numva ko umunsi umwe nzaba umukungu nkigurukiriza naza kajugujugu Cg nkaba umusirikare nkarwanira igihugu Nizo zari inzozi zanjye Kuki wanyumviye ubuto Ukanyumvisha uburyo ngomba kwibana ghetto  Ngo nkunywe ntikandagira Unyumvisha uburyo inama abandera  Bangira ari feke, ntakwiye kuziha umwanya Ko icyo bashaka ntakindi ari ugutambamira  Umubano wanjye nawe Wanyumvishije uburyo uri mucyura buhoro Ngo uwakunyweye aba afite amahoro Kandi ngo akagira ijambo mubagabo Nanjye sinashidikanya ntangira ubwo  Kukwisunga buhoro buhoro, ngaho mu mihuro Yahato nahato  Nakuyobotse numva ngo uhuza imiryango  Sinamenye ko umuntu ashobora kukumariraho umutungo Rya jabo  ni jambo  wagira mubagabo Rikayonga  nkisabune ya gifura  Hamwe wanyuraga  bakwita imfura  Bagatangira  ku  kwita igifura. Numvaga bakwita kamwe  Nkumva ko  izina ariryo muntu Simenye ko kamwe ari kagati bakoz...
4 comments
Read more

Inspire me more part 1 : Learn from your mistakes

By
Inspire me more part 1: learning from your mistakes. Mistake. Etymologically mis for bad and take,M-I-S-T-A-K-E? A sounding word of nine letters,how can committing an unintentional error make you feel less of yourself? Mistake? One of the things you won't live to regret. Mistake, a word? Come on there has got to be something more! It affects much, oneself and livelihood. Just as Albert Einstein once said "anyone who hasn't committed any mistake has never tried something new" almost every successful experiment, I repeat almost, was preceded by couples of mistakes, but how many see them as trials even when events are afterwards successful? When Thomas Edison was inventing a light bulb,he tried about 999 times before he tried again to a 1000 time and it was successful, got it? 999 mistakes which he later called attempts, and yes they are and one more good turn made them attempts not mistakes! got it now? almost if not all of us have at least  made mistakes, but ho...
7 comments
Read more