ѕєℓƒ C̶̶o̶̶n̶̶t̶̶r̶̶a̶̶d̶̶i̶̶c̶̶t̶̶i̶̶o̶̶n̶̶s̶

ѕєℓƒ C̶̶o̶̶n̶̶t̶̶r̶̶a̶̶d̶̶i̶̶c̶̶t̶̶i̶̶o̶̶n̶̶s̶

Warning⚠

this poem contain explicit content. Dear Parents please don't let children read this poem. children under 16 years old should not read this poem.

                    ѕєℓƒ C̶̶o̶̶n̶̶t̶̶r̶̶a̶̶d̶̶i̶̶c̶̶t̶̶i̶̶o̶̶n̶̶s̶

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I am back in The booth,

Escaping the school,

And I'd be honest

I don't f**k with my dad.

He ain't no cool,

And that's ain't no good.

I'd be be honest

I hate my dad.

                 

          Hey! what's wrong with me?

                                          My dad gimmy me food,

                                          He pays for my school👍

                                          For real I'd be honest,

                                     He is real, he is a great dad.

              ahubwo f**k those streets

              Cause them fathers on streeets!

              never care about thier own kids

                                                          F**k that shiii.

F**k me too

I pretended to be good,

but I was stupid and rude,

                                                      YeaH real stupid.

I thought I was smart

But I had no plans

I couldn't even think about that

But now I wanna change n' be a man,

I admired my dad

Since when I noticed my mistakes.

I gotta switch my lane

Just to be a good man,

Just to grow up man.

After all these contradictions, 

I have realise that There is another me in me.

Or there is two me in me.

Suddenly unexpected tought came in my mind to make this clear.

It Made me feel some type of way, cause now I can see clearly.

 that tought was like...

"I am hearing a new voice,

I am feeling something new,

That smell like a tropical rose.

i swear it is something good,

this is not by my choice,

I've found someone new.

I kissed her smile and her voice,

I felt her loving soul,

I can't let her go, she is nice.

She lives in me, she is eternal.

Suddenly I am somebody new.

I've got 2 people in my single body.

they started with controversial conversations in my head, this was loud as hell.

I unified them to give myself a break,

They asked me to choose one.

I choose the new one, I can't hasitate.

The new me is the right one. I am sure with That.

                мγ ѕєℓƒ C̶̶o̶̶n̶̶t̶̶r̶̶a̶̶d̶̶i̶̶c̶̶t̶̶i̶̶o̶̶n̶̶s̶.✍

                                        -𝓒𝓱𝓻𝓲𝓼 𝓚𝓻𝓾𝔃 𝓑𝓪𝓰𝓲𝓻𝓲𝓼𝓱𝔂𝓪